Beyond the laundry clutter, out the back
patio, pumpkin, borage, ginger lily,
compost, worms, bees, snails,
cats, sparrows,
the bank held temporary by ivy and convolvulus
once a tui called to check the flax.
There is room for everything.
“Patrick, Jonathan, Ina, Rae & Colin,
we are gathered today at Anne & Harvey’s
home to witness & celebrate their
marriage.”
Folly, magnificence the whole thing,
dew on cobwebs,
paint peeling off the house,
mortared brick,
any fresh start
spinning satellites defying common sense,
The embrace of a place
& one another.
The second one, by Janet Frame, I read at the end. The evening before, I had picked up Harvey's last anthology, These I Have Loved, and the book just seemed to fall open at this poem.
Poets
Janet Frame
If poets
die young
they
bequeath two thirds of their life to the critics
to graze
and grow fat in
visionary
grass
If poets
die in old age
they live
their own lives
they write
their own poems
they are
their own might-have-beens.
Young dead
poets are prized comets.
The critics
queue with their empty wagons ready for hitching.
Old living
poets
stay
faithfully camouflaged in their own sky.
It may even
be forgotten they have been shining for so long.
The
reminder comes upon their falling
extinguished
into the earth.
The sky is
empty, the sun and moon have gone away,
there are
not enough street bulbs, glow-worms, fireflies to give light
and for a
time it seems there will be no more stars.
Since Sunday, I have remembered that Harvey loved Christmas, and I'll do my best to enjoy it as much as possible. So now the house is full of flowers, and tomorrow night I'll put up the crib with the figures my son painted for me years ago. Here's how it was for Harvey's last Christmas in 2009. Thank you for reading my blog this year, and I hope that over the next week, you all have the best time you possibly can, with the people you love.
I can't say anything to help you through tomorrow - it will be a hard hard day, but amidst all the Christmas activity, I will think of you and send you courage and kind thoughts.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you while we celebrate Christmas in Christchurch. Hope there are some quiet delights in your day and that memories of Harvey are sweet. Lots of love, Annie.
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